I wanted to delay the marriage as I fell into porn addiction due to which I got erection problems and became depressed.When I was 27, I quit my job du... to this and I asked my father for lumpsum money to start a business. My father after an initial fight agreed to give me money. In about 3 years, I blew away all the money. I was about 30 then. My father became very angry and both my parents refused to talk to me.During this time, my girlfriend’s family wanted to see a groom, and seeing my state. My mouth was literally open after looking at her. She was chubby but that is what I love. So I instantly got hold of her waist and started kissing her wildly. At once, she was confused but then started responding after a few seconds and meanwhile she dragged me in and closed the door while still kissing me. That kiss can be never forgotten. Our tounges fighting with each other.After a few mins, when we were out of breath we stopped the kiss to catch our breaths. I was hard by now and she was. Par abhi tak nahi aaya. Vo kuchh pareshan lag rahi thi.Suman: Achha…me dekhti hu… ye kahakar vo apne phone ke taraf mood di.Me: ek bat kahu…Suman: kya..Me: kya me check karke dekhu..kya problem he…agar aapko bura na lage to..Lalita: kya aap kar sakte ho..Me: ha bhai..me bhi ek engineer hu…aur thoda bahut to dekh hi sakta hu..agar motor kharab nahi hogi to me thik kar sakta hu…Suman: ha..ye to achhi bat he…Lalita..tum Ravi ji se hi check karwa lo..ye abhi thik kar denge..Latita: phir to. You know as well as I do that no one made Sophie do anything. Sophie chose what she wanted to do.”“I loved her.”“She was crazy. We’re all better off without her,” Derek said. Keith was certain Derek was making matters worse by denigrating Sophie. If Derek had been talking about Maddie that way, Keith would be furious. Yousef was becoming more agitated.“She loved me! We were going to get married and get away from you once and for all.”“Sophie was using you.”“You are going to die like she did,”.