Both of his hands moved to my neckline and began to unbutton the top button of my blouse. Oh my god, I thought. This is it, he's going to undress me... He's going to undress me and then he's going to fuck me! The thought of it both scared and exhilarated me. I wondered what it would feel like at the moment when he entered my virgin pussy and proceeded deeper into my unexplored body. Summoning all of my courage, I drew my hand around his hip and dragged it over the lump that now angled down. Our two-story townhouse was in a big building with eight other townhouse apartments, and this building was part of a complex that had 30 or so other similar buildings, several playgrounds, an office building with attached laundry facilities, etc.This was a time when the open-marriage concept was popular, and there were other couples that we socialized with and played with sometimes. More about that another time.She and I both liked to drink beer and wine and we loved to smoke pot. We found that. She kneels down and gives me a few more. Lays on her back and does a few more. She turns around and looks back as she slowly bends over and caresses her body with her hand and smacks her butt. I tell her you are doing fantastic joy. Its getting late anything else you would like in your portfolio she nods and smiles. Yes but ive never done this before. She reaches back and undoes her top and lets it fall and squeezing her amazing tits together she has some nice puffy nipples that are hard from. "And there isn't," Beverly retorts. "You don't need to be 'cured', Nikki.But you do need to be happy. The difference between looking at you nowand looking at you half an hour ago is astonishing. You're not happy as aboy, and you need help. Whether this is to get you help to come out as agirl full-time, or to help you be happier as a boy, I can't say- you'llhave to talk that out with your counselor. I'd be happy to help youmyself, but obviously, you're practically family so I wouldn't be able.