I could never fathom what it meant to give up, or be denied the sense of right that a firm embrace would bring. Now I don’t remember the first time ... smiled, but I remember the first time I smiled at him and again, it was with the sun shining overhead. Forever after, would I dream of blue skies and the kissing warmth of that mid-summer breeze. I close my eyes and still, I can remember what it felt to be cradled by such arms. Nature pushed me onwards and I grew tall, taller still and lean. My. She went on about telling me that our next door neighbor had taken her virginity and after that she was hooked on sex, and that it boosted her self-esteem knowing that she could please guys with her sexual wiles.I cut her off and said “How does that help me? I don’t have a neighbor girl to take my virginity.”After a moment or two of silence she said. “You don’t need a neighbor girl, thats why I’m here.”To say I was surprised to hear that would be the understatement of the decade. I said. “No, why?”... I was sure by the look in her eyes that she was feeling the same as me and wished I had enough guts to reacting to it.“Well you want to? Like I mean I never have and I think tonight’s a great night for it!”“Sure if your game I am” I couldn’t believe my luck that I was going to be swimming naked with her! Don’t get me wrong I’m not a lesbian or even bi it’s just with Tegan it’s different. Like they say most teenage girls have a crush one at least one of their friends and for me it. Including the fact that I was even here. I feel like a bit of a schmuck, for doing that. It was all I could think of on short notice.”She appeared hurt that I would deceive her. “Why didn’t you just ask me to keep it a secret? You know I’ve never told anyone who wasn’t supposed to know about Charlie. Don’t you trust me?”“Yes Melody, I do trust you, we all trust you. It’s just that the ‘Spirits’ don’t totally trust us. You see, they gave us some abilities that are much more powerful than.