So when was my first real sexual experience? If I am honest, it was in my ignorance, yes I new the heady feeling of exposing myself without shame, so ...he next step in my sexual evolution, would be connecting with men old enough to know leading a girl on a journey to explore her inner desires and curiosity, for their own sexual gratification.I was charged with looking after our dog, she was a bitch and I was unaware she was in heat, that fateful Sunday morning walk in the park.I sat on the bench. " She smiled, a little braver. She tapped her toe against the metal bar at her feet and stirred her drink, taking a small sip. She hoped I would leave her alone, she should have known better. Instead I slide on to a stool next to her, my leg pressing against hers. " I'd love to be that someone." I smiled, the smell of scotch on my breath made her want to gag. She crinkled her nose and my expression changed. " What? I'm not good enough for you, honey?" I said, angrily. " Is your special date. " Your friend says. I smile. "I know," I say softly. She looks back at you and waves you over. You tremble as you stand up. Once again I wish I could be in your head to hear the conversation. You walk slowly over. You sit down and we all begin to talk a bit. Your friend blurts out, "I want to go back to the club." I can see the anger wash over your face at your missed opportunity to stay here with me. She gets up and you start to rise. "No way. You stay with the hottie," she says. "As. I felt as if I might cum with him spontaneously, but the vibrator justkept me right there on edge. I felt something different for the firsttime, a feminine feeling like a kind of pride in satisfying your man, inbeing the one to make him cum the way he likes, owned and loving theservitude and the pleasure in being his, only his..After catching his breath with a moan of approval, he got up. I was stillstoned and in a daze of lust, calmly kissing the dildo over and over. Iguess I had closed my.