Until I see this ad on the internet. It said:"Hi, my name is April, I'm very professional and I do my job to the fullest."I call April up. And she met...me. April was super pretty, had nice eyes and very big breasts. She and I were talking for 30 mins. I asked her, " Would she have a issue taking care of a blind person? " She said: "No."April accepted my offer of $13 a hour. The next morning April came at 5:20.Much earlier than 5:45. I leave for work, after I leave for work, I turned on my laptop. That made me feel guilty, thinking about our parents. I loved them very much, and they were great parents to us. They didn’t deserve the fallout that would happen if we ever got caught, whatever that fallout would be. That was for sure.Well, I certainly had no answers for any of that, and I certainly wasn’t going to stop being with Amber either. She was my sun, moon, and stars. Somehow I thought that our parents would understand that part of it, not the sexual component, but the center of my. I took a sip. It was fantastic. It seemed like it was alcohol free, but I knew it wasn't. James and I talked easily for what seemed like hours. He was smooth. Real smooth. It didn't take long before I was in his arms, snuggled up to him, with his strong, muscular arm around me. I was on my third drink when I realized I was toasted and very horny. I had lost all inhibition and wanted desperately to be with him.I reached up and placed my finger on his lips and softly moved it across, then. Inever accepted his, shall I say temptations? In the matter of sex I remainedthe proper conservative American girl. Of course we had oral sex, but aside ofthat; the kinkiest thing we ever did was to do it in the kitchen. And I knew,and know, that he wanted more. He keeps a large collection of erotica, in hislibrary. Although locked, these books, tapes and art, has always been availableto me; even though I did not avail myself of them until recently. Then Irealized how much I was withholding.