’ She smiled before following Jackson out the door, ‘Of course! I’ll see you tonight about 7:00 to put the finishing touches on you. You’ll kn...ck half of Savannah on its heels tonight when they see you in that burgundy dress!’ I smiled to myself, ‘Yeah, sure …’ but I was looking forward to the party and wouldn’t let anything dampen my spirits, after all my mystery lover had said he would make himself known to me before New Year’s, maybe he would be included among the guests tonight. I decided. "Now Carolyn was exasperated. "What the hell is the matter with you, Deena?" Maybe she's has some real concerns. Maybe she's afraid, Carolyn," Bob offered. He sounded genuine..."Is that it? Are you afraid? What are you afraid of?" Carolyn asked, impatience snapping off the words.How could I explain all the emotions roiling around within me? Fear was certainly one of them. Uncertainty was in there, too. There was also a tinge of excitement, the possibility of tasting forbidden fruits. But, I was. “I believe she has reached a stage in her training that requires a man’s instruction.” Her statement jolted me out of the realms of uncomfortable and plunged me fully into that of licentious. Was she going to ask this man to fuck me? She knew I wasn’t a virgin but did she really think I needed lessons in how to have sex with men? My mind raced as I studied this older man more closely. He seemed fairly fit with no visible amount of excess weight. He was handsome certainly and I felt my nipples. She didn’t know me and I didn’t know her, so it was somewhat a safe place to start my spankings and ball beating’s. I rented a room undressed down to my underwear, and waited for her to arrive. She would walk into the room, and the first thing she did was knee me hard in the nuts, and down I’d go. She’d pick up my belt and start beating my ass, once I could crawl I’d move onto the bed kneeling there as she pulled down my underwear and beat my bear butt, by the second week I had told her about.