Something about the clean mountain air at the ranch-we always make spectacular love our first couple of nights at home. Not that making love with Audr... isn't spectacular all the time... That night, after a sixty-nine that left us both quivering, Audry pulled me on top of her-somehow I was ready again-and into her. Then we just talked, and kissed, and loved. When we were almost asleep, I would have moved my weight off of her, but she whimpered, and whispered that she liked to feel me on her. And. . I suppose that's the good news. She was supposed to call me this morning but they were all evacuated. She had a message from Anthony, he called in to say that he's taking a few days off and he's left his mobile with her." So he's going dark—" So he can think." Is that a bad thing?"Julie laughed. "I suppose it depends what he thinks," she paused for a beat, closing her eyes, head rolling back for a second. "I did tell him that's what he ought to do, so I should be pleased I suppose." And are. It's more like ... little temper tantrums, I guess. Maybe it's menopause." I hadn't thought of that. That can cause all kinds of reactions in women, I hear," he said."I hope it's as simple as that. I'd hate to see you back sleeping in the front bedroom again."It was all Bill could do to will himself not to react. "What do you mean?" he asked in a controlled voice."Oh, come on, Dad. You weren't fooling us. I know you and mom went through a bad time a few years ago. We were just happy when it was. That I'm a faggot?" No....but...it seems to me, that you have a feminine side to yournature, that you are denying. If that is true, then, you are a fake." Well, so are you." No, because, I act the way I am. You're not doing that. You try to makeeveryone think that you are the great macho character, but, there aremany traits that give away your inner self. I bet that if you werehypnotized, you'd be able to start enjoying life, instead of alwaystrying to do what someone else wants you to do."I.