Eventually the situation did manage to ease itself away before I had to get up in leave. How embarrassing that would surely have been, getting up to ...eave with a raging hard on and not even knowing why! On the walk home, I knew I had to attempt to figure out what had caused this strange and awesome feeling and I wanted to bring it back. Yet, even then, I knew that I had stumbled upon something naughty and secretive and had to keep quiet about it. So at home, I told no one of my day and. "Do you want a drink?"Kelly asked."No, I'm good. I have to get going. I'm supposed to meet up withTricia's family in Glen Cove." Oh, you have to leave so soon." Yes, I do, unfortunately." Oh, that's too bad," Kelly said as Danielle turned and looked out thewindow."Steve just pulled up," Danielle announced. "Oh, goody," Kelly responded with a mischievous grin. "You know, Kelly, you used to complain about my impish nature." "Well, those days are passed. I'm full heartedly endorsing suchbehavior.". ”“Can we pet Gypsy?” Matthew asked as he and Ellie and Sam moved closer to us.“Of course you can, son,” I said. “You understand that Gypsy is dying, don’t you?”“Yes,” Ellie said. “She’s going to go be with Jingo.”“That’s right. Gypsy is a very old girl. She and Jingo will go racing through the sky on stormy nights as if they were just yearlings again.” I didn’t care if it was true or not. It was what I wanted to believe. The kids understood more than I could say in words. They knew where meat. For once I actually started contemplating it.We both talked about rough sex and shared the same tastes in the porn we watched. Just thinking of getting on that train heading south turned me on.All of a sudden I agreed to it, against every principle I'd ever had. I'd go down there, get a hotel for the night, he could come over and we'd have an intense consensually rough couple of hours. It was time for me to throw caution to the wind.I arrived at the hotel and texted him to say I was there. .