..Then I wake up, crying.I dont know what to do about this.I dont know who I can talk to.I know dreams aren't real, but it comes from somewhere, but w...ere?And its not just the dream. Sometimes, I look at myself in the mirror, andI look .... wrong, somehow. I look and I half-expect to see the girl frommy dream looking back at me.And the fact she doesn't is a grief I cant even begin to describe ....I've got to pull myself together, shake this off somehow.I wish I had someone to talk to about. I envied him, his mom and how much he loved her and she loved him.‘I liked it,’ I ventured cautiously.‘uumm…what’, he replied, his eyes fixed on the screen.‘Your mom, Riya mom, drinking her milk…’.‘oh yes,’ he replied absently.I envied him, she loved him like her son and he took for granted the way he could feed on her anytime he wanted.The call for dinner came soon afterward, and we trooped into the kitchen to sit at the table. The spicy aroma of curry filled the room. Riyamom had changed her. A branch of bone shot out of the stump with muscle and flesh seemingly materializing out of thin air. It took only a few seconds for his arm to be completely restored. “As you can see, my healing ability is far superior, and I’m sure you can imagine whose body will last longer in a war of attrition.”The room was covered in mirrors, but most of them were either broken or splattered with blood. It was illuminated by braziers in the corners, with human bones used as fuel. Bodies lay strewn about. 5. Does seeing a cock spit out its juice turn you on? Yes. AlwaysIf you answered YES to at least two of these questions, you are at least bisexual and you can continue the testStep 4=======1. Do you masturbate to gay porn more than to other forms of porn? No, I mix it up pretty much all of the time.2. Do you like educational videos where a woman humiliates a man by calling him gay or a fag? No. Not into humiliation.3. Have you ever had a gay experience with a man on the phone? Not since I was.