I pulled it up around my neck and face to breathe it in. I had it bad. When I came out of his room, the fragrance of something delicious cooking enti...ed me toward the kitchen. I realized I was parched. I needed to get something to drink. It felt like I had run a couple of miles – or had sex. I grinned but stopped and chided myself. How could I be thinking of sex now? I could almost feel Calvin standing behind me, his presence was strong within me. Like a ghostly voice in my mind, I knew what. Before long our dedication to each other meant we were labeled 'hands off'. We did, however, make several good friends in college and would get together with them for a few calm evenings. I'm not going to say there was no sex involved, but, it was totally consensual and no wild orgies.I remember one Saturday evening we got together with Tracy and Alex to study some materials we had in common. We studied and discussed the work for a couple of hours while all four of us got horny and decided it. Because of this and the fact that her lover was my best friend I was destroyed. The two people I trusted most in the world outside my parents had deceived me. Had taken my trust and love and used it to deceive me. The prison I built consisted of my neat little world of no friends. Oh, I had neighbors and work associations but I would not let any close enough to be called a friend again. Not even my brothers or sisters. That in itself was not good for now, I have no one to turn to and share and. Kafama şeytanlık girdi ve banyo deliğinden bakmak geldi içimden. Yengemin banyoya gitmesinin ardından ben banyo deliğinden bakmaya başladım. Yengemin çırılçıplak yıkandığını görünce sikim hemen kalkmaya başladı. Yengem banyoda amını traşlamaya başladı. Biraz izledim yengem işini bitirdi çıktı ve kapıyı açtı. Tam bana bağırmaya niyetlendi ki fırsat vermeden hemen yandaki yatak odasına attım. Yengem bana yalvarmaya başlamıştı ama umrumda bile değildi. Ben de yaptıklarıma inanamıyordum ama bi.