"I wish you have been my fiancé instead of him." I noticed she took care to not mention her ex's name. I figured she didn't want to say it because sh... didn't want to be reminded of him, so I let it go.We stopped at a little family restaurant we spotted from the highway and went inside to eat. "Thank you again for buying lunch. I left as soon as he went off to work so I didn't have breakfast this morning and I'm starved!" she said."Well, have whatever you like, hon. I can't have a half-starved. That’s over now.” She leaned forward and kissed the tear off my cheek.I felt myself rushing into my future. It was like I was sitting in the driver’s cabin of a train, watching it happen. My future loomed there in front of me. I spun the steering wheel of the train, trying to avoid it, but of course my life had no choice but to follow the tracks laid down for it. I smashed into my future with an enormous roar.I pushed away from the arms holding me. I stood up, trembling with fear.“I don’t want. The three of us went inside and then back to my bedroom where Sherry formally introduced me to her trainee whose name was Marilyn who spoke up saying, “Yes my name is Marilyn, but you may just call me “Mare” as most of my friends do. Once we arrived in my bedroom, Sherry said that Marilyn should disrobe and be nude with us in order for them to give me the best treatment possible. Sherry winked at me. I winked at Sherry. Sherry winked at Marilyn. “Mare” winked at both of us. Marilyn, seemed to. "Eddie and Karen looked at each other and said "Eeeewwwww!"When the laughter died down, Tamara said, "We have a proposition for the two of you." You see, it occurred to us that we have the same problem," Patricia continued. "Both of us want you to be more open in our relationships, allow us to be more open, and to get over feeling threatened or upset over it." So we came up with this idea," Tamara took over, "for one hour, one hour only, both of you take off the restrictions, just within the.