Momwould hold me in her arms and I would hold Elsa, a stuffed doll, in mine. We woke early the next day and after breakfast got dressed for our longdr...ve to Aunt Elsa's. I dressed in my favorite dress. I brought myfavorite, and only, doll with me, I called her Elsa, after my Aunt whogave her to me many years ago as a birthday gift. I've had it for yearsand so loved it. Fortunately when I dress as Nancy I do not have to useany padding as most, if not all, of the cross dressers I have read. I tried to ask questions but lacked the strength to do it. The next time my head was clear, I found myself with Janet in a rental car in Chicago. “What’s going on?” I ask alarmed. “What are we doing in Chi…” “You’ve been in a private clinic for the last three months,” Janet said. “Today is our last day.”“You mean it’s been one year,” I asked “and I can stop pretending to be a girl?”“Yes,” she said, “you can stop pretending to be a girl because you are a girl.”“WHAT?,” I asked, panic and. ..and in her vagina. I continue walking her forward with my thrusts. Driving her unmercifully forward until her head had only one place to go--down and against the bed. She knelt there, jammed against the head board, her cheek pressed brutally against the bed while I slammed into her. By now she is sobbing so hard her chest feels like it is exploding. Her body aches. Her vagina is sore and I still fucked her. " Please Stop, please don't do this to me," She kept saying, over and over again.. .caused he hate being alone this far from anywhere else. This is a place a lot of urban legends started, or serial killer had their murder spree. If something had to him…no one would know till it was far too late. He didn't get tons of business at this time; just enough to make a profit for his boss and to keep it open at this time of night. Of course that not to say he didn't pocket some of the profits. To be expected him though. It wasn't much to do here. This place didn't have cable and it.