They were using me as their slut and I felt reallynasty and turned on by that. For a long time, whenever Isee these guys I will know that they are loo...ing at me andremembering this evening. That thought made me evenmore horny if that was possible. When they were doneusing me they all got off me and zipped up. I just laid onthe platform, totally used up. I had cum dripping out ofeverywhere. Robert pulled me by the hair and orderedme to lick up the little puddles of cum that had drippedout of me. I screamed in pain as his fourth jab robbed me of my girlhood, plunging his cock to the hilt in my twat. He didn't pause: He began fucking me. The pain was excruciating. I was too young for this!"Deddy!" I cried out. "You're hurting me!" Take it like a woman!" he growled, continuing the in-and-out, in-and-out, in-and-out fucking of my cunt. It was at this point that I thought of mom, remembering what she had told me about men, about their needs, about the absolute necessity that a woman be. I didn’t feel confident in my body at all.I wasn’t one of those girls who could pass as a porno model, with thousands of Instagram followers and guys lining up to kiss my ass, literally and figuratively. My breasts were on the smaller side and I was naturally thin - so much so, to the point my hip bones protruded and I looked a little elvish.But I was healthy, despite being so petite.Desirable, or at least fuckable, well, that was a different thing. I was still a virgin, after all. No guys had. I was getting no summary that evening!The next morning, Sunday, she began to regale events at the party. She had arrived to be met by Steve and the other lads with whom she was already acquainted. There were several other lads there, the youngest two being just 16 years of age (legal in the UK), and Janine, a s*******n year old black girl who had a ‘thing’ about older white women. As the party went on, Jane and Janine gave a lesbian display to the lads which in turn led to them both being.