Asach ek divas amhi gavi jat hoto bus ne window seat var me mazy bajula mavashi ani tichya bajula aai ani pappa dusaya seat var basale hote. Tumhala m...zya mavashi baddal sangato ti kashti saree ghalate but tila bra ghalayachi khup savay tiche vay 45 ahe ani tari sudhha ball agadi kadak. Pravas ratricha hota panve cross kel ani bus highway la laglyavar sagalya lights band zalya ani me savayi nusar mavashi la check kel ti zopaley ka mhanun me haluch maza hath asa zatakala ki ticha padar thoda. "It probably wasn't the best choice but the milkshake did make me feel better. Susan and Mel were talking about Roxy when we got there, reminiscing about the days of their youth and the first time they had had to strip down and shower in front of a whole room full of strangers. The general consensus was that it was one of life's more traumatic moments regardless of gender. Mel shared the fear of being noticed staring at one of the other girls. She had known early that she was gay and was. Aur mujhe isara se bahar lekar aayee mere room me. Room me aakar aunty ne kaha aage tum sambhalo main poocha kaise to boli usake pith sahalakar. Maine kaha darling chalo tum to kuchh reema se kaho ki ye bahut achha malish karata. Seeam aunty bahut jhijhakate huye taiyar huai. Aunty ke flat par jakar hum aunty sidhe bed room me gaye jaha reema soyee thi. Aunty ne reema se poochha ab dard kaisa hai to reema ne kaha thoda hai. Ratan hai yaha par main jakar aati hun aur ha pichhale mahine me main. About waiting for them. About the cold, clinical smell of the alcohol pad.Don't let the fear build. Only a few seconds of pain. That's all it will be.Don't panic and thrash uselessly in the tight, carefully-fastened restraints. Don't cry and feel the horriblness of the foam ball preventing any protests.Tick.Tick.Tick.Don't count the minutes. Forty-six of them. Forty-six times sixty. Two thousand seven hundred and .. fifty seconds now. Maybe a few less.If you start now, pull as hard as you can.