No playing, no touching, no release...It was hell but it was good. It's been a long time since I genuinely felt frustrated and desperate for a totally...kinky fuck.Then the evening came round that we were to meet. Phone calls were exchanged. Champagne was chilled. And finally she arrived. The most voluptuous, totally kinky bitch I'd ever talked to who'd never actually done any of the things she fantasised about.I've met newbies before, but they've always done a spot of homework, a bit of. 'There would always be that barrier, that basic mistrust between doctorsand I. I couldn't help it. Some dragons could never be slain and this wasone of mine."I don't think it'll work. I'm damaged goods, there's too much baggage,"I reeled out all the pat, well-tested phrases."You mean you don't feel confident," offered Sandie."That's it exactly," I agreed, seeking any plausible excuse to escape thelooming abyss of further responsibility, "I don't have the skills, Idon't have the confidence; the. I realized that Natalie must be reading them too when no one was around. That did it, I didn’t need to read a story, my dick jumped to full attention as I thought of Jami reading these stories. It didn’t take long before I was releasing a huge load onto a tissue. When I got home that night I was still horny as hell and so I took a shower and had to pull it another time. Damn I haven’t been this horny since I was in my teens. When my wife came to bed I told her I was in dire need of sex.She told. ?Oh, come here baby. I?m sorry.? Daisy said, walking over to embrace Alan. ?We?ll find out something for you. A nice, strong man to help you feel happy.? The last sentence made Alan burst into tears. Of course he wanted that, but at the same time he hated the idea of it. He was totally and utterly defeated. A fragile girl that had once been a man, and now was the only homosexual KuKu in the world.?I?ve got an idea!? A Black girl in a white Easter dress said. ?What if we use a strap-on???Yeah!?.