You say "Red Light" a second time, with more conviction. I whisper into your ear once again, "Good Girl". The words ringing in your ears deliciously.I...move back and make direct eye contact with you, My words ringing in your ears again, "My entire focus is your safety first and then your enjoyment, I am keenly aware of every body motion and breath you take. "Shall we start?" Your lips move again, "Yes Sir"I pick up one wrist cuff, place it around your wrist, cinch it tight and add a small lock. If Iwere to change back into my former self tomorrow, I don't think Iwould be happy anymore. So I count the days and my blessings thatI'm alive with a family and happy about who I am. Moreover, everynow and then, I get to participate in a real trial. It's not abad life. In fact it's a good life!" She smiled pleasantly."About my trial," I said with my head hanging down, "I'm sorry Ididn't take your advice. I let my ego get the best of me and Ishould've listened to you."I looked up at her. "But I. “Ever think about her?” I ask Maria, buzzed off moonshine and chasers.“Who?”“You know who.”She sighs. “You’re really asking if I think about her white ass? You know I hate her, Cole.”“Still. She was one of and us and we… I miss playing just to play. Not just to con.”“You’re drunk, Cole.”“Real fucking perceptive there.”“Come on. They’re probably done loading. Let’s go.”-Badflower’s “Animal” rolls into the night when I open up the Tradesman, along with an empty bottle of whiskey, which shatters. “Blake, I have no right to ask you because you’ve been so wonderful, but my feet are killing even more than last night. Can you rub them just for two minutes?” “Sure, just let me change,” he replied, smiling, “I was in court today, and had to wear this suit, I need to get into casual clothes.’ My libido worked over my mind the entire time that he was gone. I was lying with my eyes closed when he lifted up my feet, and put them on his lap. I opened my eyes as he started to knead my feet and.