Total freedom! No inhibitions. Not just passion and sex. Oh, I have been there. I have known great passions, and great sex. But sensual exploration of...sexuality, loss of all thought and inhibition, losing CONTROL. Total surrender. How can one just surrender their thoughts, their senses? I go through the days of my regular life having to be serious, stay serious… stay in control of myself. Coolly dealing with the realities of life. How then do I surrender myself? The very thought of doing this. I'm sure of that. If she had said 'no', I'd have stopped. If she said it and meant it. You know when they don't really mean it — when she says 'quit it' and giggles and doesn't pull away. When she says it while she's got your dick in her hand. I hate girls who play games. Say yes or say no; don't say maybe. What the fuck am I supposed to do with maybe? Maybe kiss me, maybe fuck me? I told Carol, "Say no, you wanna say no." and she didn't.It wasn't like that. It wasn't. I'm sure it wasn't .... 'My breasts are both large and firm, ' her face said, 'not droopy like yours.' "The last table was just taken, it will be a few minutes wait for the next one," her voice said. 'My face is this smooth when I wash it; even your creams and powders can't hide your wrinkles, ' her smile said. "Would you like to wait in the bar?" her voice asked. 'I'm sexy, and pretty, and young, ' her eyes said. 'You're old.'"I don't think so. Maybe this gentleman would allow me to share a table." I would be. It took about an hour for everyone to relax, I got up and put lotion on Rick and made my way to his cock and balls and watched him get hard, I motioned to Pam to come and join in so she started to Kiss Rick and at that time I took tammy’s hand and pulled her closer. I placed her hand on his very hard cock and she wrapped her fingers around it and started to move them up and down at the same time I put it in my mouth. Pam stood up and took her shorts off and placed one of Rick’s hands between.