For the first time tonight I was completely lost in Naomi's beauty. I was also completely lost in the moment ,and was brought crashing back to earth w...en Sasha pulled at my arm. "Right" she said "You come round here", pulling me round until I was kneeling behind my cousin's head. "Scott" she commanded " You straddle your girlfriends chest" . Scott did as ordered and sat aside Naomi, his knees either side of her wonderful breasts. I watched as Naomi dug her fingers into the cheeks of her. For that you should thank me."The fire that had been in Rose's eyes dimmed. Donald had been taken from her ten years before and she knew in her heart that what Osvaldo was saying was true. He had only been just over a year old at the time and the likelihood of him remembering her was remote in the extreme. Her head dropped as she let the memories of her son mist her eyes."It's about Johnny," Osvaldo said.That name banished the memories and dispelled the tears, as Rose's head snapped up. The fact that the little fluff like colored balls of ... fluff were moving and talking to Nali, was a little unnerving to her. Plus the fact that she could feel Ray moving farther and farther away wasn't sitting to well with her either. Nali tried to explain that they were on her home planet to try and learn what Ray had. In this way they could travel to where he was so that they wouldn't be as weak nor would he. This finally managed to calm Elizabeth quite a bit though she was still afraid of. "I hope he lives a long and healthy life, and every time he closes his eyes, he sees you, to remind him of the hell that he's caused." Trust me sweetheart, I do.I'm not sure whom she meant that phrase toward, but, I do know deep down, I'm at least partially, if not wholy, responsible. Never once did I mean to hurt, or neglect you, apparently, I failed miserably. I pay for my failure on a daily, basis, and for hurting you, I'm truly sorry. I'm sorry that I let you down in so very many ways. Not.