“I have a lot going through my mind at the moment, as you can imagine.”“I understand, I’m a good listener if you need me to be.” Jon offered...“Thanks, but you may be my nemesis!” Stefan laughed.“Oh really!” Jon laughed along, “How’s that?”“Up until yesterday, my beliefs and understanding were set in stone. You have made me challenge that. I have taken the Lord’s work literally, as was described to me in my upbringing and my teachings,” Stefan explained. “Don’t get me wrong, it’s not a bad thing,. Yes, he DOES use me. I am just a sex doll to him.A little further.I hate myself. The pain will not go away. I can dull the pain but it always comes back. John must never find out. I am unforgivable.Another day. I was careless. I almost left a bottle in the living room when he came home. I shouldn't drink but I can't live with myself.I had two distinct emotions. I had an even greater love for Lisa and what she had to go through. I despised Rod.I grabbed my wallet and keys. I was going to beat. . I'm... I'm dressed like a boy! " She gasped and covered hermouth with rough large hands. Her voice sounded different! Deeper with alower pitched. She even spoke differently! With the change of appearanceshe never felt so scared.Still the changes weren't done when down below concealed within her nowboy-shorts intense pressure built up between her legs. Appalled,something was growing down there! With trembling hands one reachedwithin her shorts and yelped having touched something so. He didn’t hang out on my finger for too long, just long enough to work my leg there, then moved along to the next spot. As Tracy worked my legs, he took a little longer than normal, hopefully watching parts of my tits dance around as he shook my body. Before we flipped, I could feel the sheets slowly being pulled back up towards my neck, he commented again that ‘The girls came out again!’ All I could manage to say was something along the lines of ‘Must be one of the perks of the job they.