" Okay, Ma'am. Would you like me to finish now?" No. That's alright." Can I get you something?" No. I'm fine." You sure? I can get you a shot of Jack ...aniel's or a glass of wine, ifyou like?" Stop, Derek!" Melissa raised her voice for a second then took abreath. "Thank you but no. I just going to go upstairs and lay down fora while." She said walking pass the two of them."I'm going to blow this, I just know it." Derek sighed."No you're not." Amy said softly as she guided him into the. After all the time we had known each other, I had never visited her homeland. She had of course told me about the beauty of her country land, regaled me with her countries rich history and sent me pictures of places she had visited just to share a part of herself with me. I had not told her that I was coming to Scotland because I knew how excited she’d be. I made arrangements for two train tickets from her town to another up in the whiskey distilleries at a lovely bed and breakfast for the both. He invited me to watch a movie in his room. I agreed, happy that I wouldn't be alone all night again. We went to his room and he turned on the TV. To my shock there was porn on there. I waited for him to switch it off, but he didn't. “Evan, change the movie.” “Come on, Mary, I know you like to watch.” So this was his way of getting me back. He was going to humiliate me by making me watch porn with him. I decided to pretend it didn't affect me. Evan was tall and had dark hair and a decent build.. "Your idea?"Mixed Covens were not so uncommon, but they usually didn't form among kids."I thought Barbie might lose control eventually," he told me."And you didn't do anything about it?" Barbie hates me for what happened to her mother," he replied softly. "She blames herself, but she thinks I should not have let her mother do it." Do you hate yourself? Do you blame yourself?" I asked."For what happened to Barbie and her mother." He stared at the wall. "I try to figure out what I could have.