." "Uh, Phyllis, Phyllis Hawkins," she replied, still a little taken aback at his stunningly incredibly good looks!!! "Would you care for a drink," he...asked while nodding towards the bar!?! "Sure, that would be nice," she replied, "I'll have white wine!!!" Seconds later he returned with there drinks, and as if he knew exactly what was on her mind, he led her by the arm to an adjoining room that was much less busy, and a lot quieter!!! They found a couple of chairs at the far end of the room and. I thought hmmmm - private booth may be something to check out - so I bought $5.00 worth of tokens and wondered down the hall where I heard all different movies playing inside them all. I noticed down near the end of the hallway there were several men leaning against the wall smoking and just looking, waiting and watching - kind of made me nervous so I took the first door I saw open. Once inside my "private booth" I dropped in some tokens and began flipping channels, I found one that looked good. I wondered if he was the mysterious bf. Either way I was not happy with the memories of my actions from the night before. Being able to remember might not be all good," I decided.Did I feel guilty about all the sucking and fucking from the night before, sure but that was part of the experience. It was the truly degenerate people that I did it with which bothered me. It was most likely never to be repeated. Since we stormed out, we most likely would not be invited again. I personally could live. This was tough. The more pictures I saw, the more memories came flooding back to me and the tougher it was to finish going through them.I finally chose a picture of them taken at Bass Pro just before last year's Christmas. They had dressed for the occasion and looked so cute.Before I was done, I also picked a photo of the entire family together. It was a picture that Krystal, our neighbor, had taken a few years ago. It was in black and white, but she had colorized our shirts since we had all.