" But it's so complicated." Do you think you could live as a man all the time?" I thought so at one point...but no. I'm not talking about a one night ...issyadventure; I'm talking about the actual role of being a woman." I wish I could change you permanently." Me too." I clasp my mouth in shock the moment the words leave it. "I-Ididn't mean that, I mean-" It's okay," he says, reaching out to put his arm around me before thinkingbetter of it."I'm so messed up. Sometimes I feel like I want to die. ”“Let me talk to Bethany about it, then think it through. I’ll talk to you when I get home.”“I guess that’s all I can do at this point,” she said.Cindi pressed her lips against mine and kissed me softly, then got off my lap and left the office. I sat down at my desk and turned on my computer. I had homework I wanted to finish before leaving in the morning. I had just started when the phone rang.“You know, not figuring out what you want is no excuse for not calling me!” Jessica Wilton said as. She was wearing a blue Kurta with white legging..now I had this fascination of viewing her thighs from the slit of her Kurta and the leggings are usually so tight that they stick to the legs as the true shape is..n her shape was as it is amazing. But now I was driving and I could not see but was absolutely tempted to see.. So I spoke again, I asked her if I could say something without being hated for it.. She said “sure”.I said ” Satakshi, I know I’ve said it before and not made a good. And somehow that was the most hilariousthing I had ever heard. We both cracked up laughing quietly, and keptlaughing until we were both crying a bit. I know some of my tears were fromrelief, from finally being at this moment. I saw his penis. It was stillsoft, which surprised me. It was a good 3 inches soft, and it wascircumcised like mine, with a little bit of wispy hair above it. I hadslightly more hair than him, and I could see him looking at mine. "You canfeel it if you want," I told him..