I can only taste crimson lipstick and strawberries now.You're eyes, a vibrant gray green, are even more luminescent with neon splashed over them, a go...geous artificial rainbow covering you. I want to say something. But, as where words flowed without effort earlier, I'm silent. Your eyes say more than our combined vocabulary ever could. They're magnetic. Fire. Electricity. Dangerous elements all contained. Pure need encased within bone and flesh as you turn around.Up against the wall, your body. I asked her to leave them on for a while, as my mother had instructed me. Cassidy smiled and nodded her head, then spoke up.“It’s your turn to get naked, now, Seamus!”“Ok, ok. I know.” as I laughed with her.I wasted little time as I shed my shirt and pants. But, again as instructed, I left my boxers on. I got in the bed with Cassidy. We both laid down as Mother pulled her chair up close at the side of the bed where Cassidy could easily see her. I had rehearsed this momentous occasion in my mind. I fell asleep almost right away and had a very bad dream. It was anightmare that woke me up screaming and crying. Auntie Helen was therein a second she must have been sleeping in my room. She picked me upand hugged me telling me it was only a bad dream and I was safe and Iwould always be safe while I lived in her home.I clung to her tightly and said, "Oh, Auntie, it was a very bad dream!My daddy was hurting my mommy and I tried to help her but my daddyturned on me and called me names just like. When she came back downstairs she looked like a total slut, and i remember thinking that i hoped that i could manage to get someone to use and abuse her as i watched.I got her in the car and headed off to the pub that i had chosen. When we walked into the pub, i was quite suprised to see a fairly large number of young men and women who were all gathered around the band that were playing.I got Susan a large Bacardi and coke and ushered her to a table from which we had a good view of the stage..