So I made the bad decisions of putting this issue on hold until now at the age of 33....not such a good idea lol I realize these days I do not want to...be a woman just like women's panties and certain clothes and wigs.this also brings up another issue that was unresolved form my early twenties and that was my attraction to transsexuals. instead of exploring why I have felt these thoughts feelings I harbored them. I hid my feelings not only from my family but also my friends. I became the closet. This is VERY important! Especially if they know your real age.Remember that you never really know just who a person really is. They could be a male pretending to be a female or vice versa. Or, it could be a predator who is looking for sex with kids while pretending to be a kid themselves. I know this from experience. "What do you mean experience Bob? Are you trying to get into my panties?" Lol Hmmm well discuss that at another time Crissy, What I mean by experience is that one time I discovered. 'Vicky knew about Jeremy--whom she called the 'big spender' and Alexhad told her about Clive, but he kept his relationship with Daniel quiet.Most people in the store thought he was creepy, and he certainly wouldn'twin any prizes as 'Hunk of the Month.' "All that flesh, urgh! Just thethought of it makes me shudder," Vicky had said.That evening, Alex was in a hurry to get away, as his father was homeagain--in fact he'd been working from home during the day. So there wasno time to satisfy Daniel,. If anything, I feel like you actually DO treat this like a regular relationship, albeit a casual, low-pressure one." You don't mind that we don't go out on dates, or take long walks, or do anything really romantic?"I shrugged again then let my hand slide upwards underneath her body, palming and then squeezing one of her big breasts. With a smug grin, I replied, "I'm pretty good with the current arrangement."She rolled her eyes and lightly slapped my forearm. "Hmph. Maybe -I- should be the one.