Looking down at my belt, I saw a red beeper going off. A familiar number and name appeared on the screen. "Oh dear, I was hoping you didn't have to go...so soon. Dinner is just starting." my mother sweetly replied."I know Mom, but you know how business is..."Something didn't sound quite right. I still couldn't put my finger on it. Was my voice higher? I went into the living room and slipped on my red, high-heeled shoes. Red high-heeled shoes? Did I wear these now? What had happened? I still. "But your birthdayisn't until March and I want to do something for you NOW. Well... Not'now', we don't really have the time. But when you come over next week,I'll have a surprise just for you!" I grin as Sarah finishes her work andI put my shoes and socks back on, wishing that instead of my boringcotton & polyester socks, I was wearing a pair of tights similar to theblack pair Sarah had around her legs.That night my sleep is fitful, restless. In my dreams I'm often insituations where I'm either. ”“Good. Now can you set being a victim aside to take up the challenge? I don’t need an ‘angry bear, ‘ I need a wise owl and a crafty fox. Are you ready to change your name?”“Now, you’re confusing me.”“Let me say it this way. Your name has been affecting your attitude, as well as the expectations of those around you. You’re proud of your heritage, as am I, but in your case you often allow that to control your emotions. A sure step toward solving this problem would be a name change.”“I’m still. Switch to Kathleen Turner for voice." Certainly. I have been reading extensively about sex online. It appears to be a major industry." Ah, that sounds good. Alpha, say 'I'm not bad. I'm just drawn that way.' for me." I'm not bad. I'm just drawn that way." Hmmm ... have to load a copy of Roger Rabbit so you can see what I'm referencing. Anyway, yes, sex is a major industry, especially online. What have you observed or decided about it?" I have been limited so far due to my lack of a credit card,.