. I went back." You don't have to explain, Kelly," Erika said, frowning at John as he sipped his drink. Damn it, I gotta get out of this right now. "I...... I really don't care." Sorry," Kelly replied. "It's just usually when I try to explain this to people who know us..." She paused. "Look, Erika, if you want to get with John, it's okay with me. Have fun. Enjoy yourself. Just remember he'll come back to me when it's all over."Erika stared at herself in the mirror behind the bar, unable to. At 38 I was in turmoil, k**s at 18 and 15, old enough to get themselves ready for school. I needed something else to make me feel useful. Well, no not useful, needed I suppose. I thought back to my dream. A young guy, yes tall, dark and handsome had sort of forced me and well made me feel sexy and loved. That feeling seems to have been lost over the last couple of years. I know my husband loves me but sometimes it would be nice for him to remember I was there and that in the home I worked too.. Oh gosh, this guy has dimples too! What a menace to the female population, I thought. ‘How old is she?’ ‘Well, she’ll be three in two weeks time. Isn’t that right, Maddie?’ ‘Yup. I’ll have a party at Uncle Nick’s house. Can Freddie come, Uncle Nick? She can come too,’ referring to me. At that, both of us adults laughed. ‘Well, that’s it. Freddie and you are officially invited to Maddie’s birthday party.’ Uncle Nick held ot his hand and said, ‘Nicholas Santorini, attorney-at-law. If you’re. Not only was he long and thick, but his balls also hung down like a bull’s. She held his shaft and, while holding his dangling nuts, stroked him. Giggling at first, she started laughing. Though uncomfortable with her laughter Garven became infected by it and started laughing as well.“What?” she asked.“I’m just kind of tickled that you are laughing the way you are.”“I’m sorry Garven. But I just can’t get over how BIG you are.” Letting it rest on the palm of her hand she said, “I’m just wondering.