I held my breath and stayed as quiet as I could. It was John's voice, he was talking in the calmest of manners possible. I couldn't quiet make out wha... he was saying, but it sounded very hypnotic. I put my head closer to the pillow, and could just make out what the voice was saying."You are a little girl called Simone. You have never been a boy, and you don't like boys. You love you're daddy John, and will do anything your daddy asks you to do without question. You love to wear the girlish of. There will a small envelope insidewill be the room key. Do you have your own toys or would you like me to providesome?" she said so calmly it took me back a little. "No, no I don't will I need some?" I answered rather pathetically. "If you wish to tie me up you'll at least need rope I tell you what ill leavea bag at reception for you under your alias inside ill put a selection of thingsjust knock on the door of my room at 8.30 when you are changed and ready." Shehad everything sorted out, she. I realised that when I was asked to collect the mail again. As I headed across the paddocks I came to the conclusion that this wasn’t such a bad thing. And it got better when I was met at Brown’s door by Kate. ‘They tell me that your girlfriend has left you.’ ‘I wouldn’t say that. She had to go home to get ready for when she starts work.’ ‘A little bird told me that things didn’t go well last evening, and it looked like a final split with no hope of reconciliation.’ ‘That little bird should. Looking up and down the country road I knew from when I had studied the map that the camp was four or five miles away if I followed the stupid country roads but less than a mile across the fields What harm could there be apart from being savaged by a wild sheep I thought giggling to myself as I clambered over the gate and set off across the field.Even though it was the summer as the mist started to drop causing a chill to enter the air and the damp seemed to permeate my bones through the thin.