We will want to have the dam intact when we take over Los Angeles, later in the Spring or Summer. We will destroy several key power relay stations lea...ing away from the Hoover Dam. Two taking power to the west, to California. One taking power to the north, to Nevada. And finally one taking power to the east, to Arizona. Engineers here at the University have assured me that the power grid in the entire Western portion of the United States will collapse. Take these four key power stations out. Exposure and insecurity on such nights taught a young thing such as myself, what sex organs were for, as looking out on the action, one could see all aspects of pleasure unfolding before her eyes. I saw my mother sitting on a strangers lap, both nude, glass of wine in one hand, being kissed fully on the mouth, and holding the kisser’s cock with her other hand. She was moving in such an expert manner on this appreciative males lap, that it was obvious she was in the throes of full penetrative. She appears at the door like a ghost, wrapped in a towel, without a sigh or murmur, her body still wet from the shower.The man turns in the bed to look at her, memories of their arrival at the room invade his mind; the nervousness, the first touch, the first kiss and then the burst of passion. The memory of his body against hers in the shower. As exciting memories come to his mind, between the sheets his penis rises a little.She walks slowly towards the bed, feeling her desire increase, her. Because when a man and woman join in a sexual union, it is his live sperm joining with her live eggs — that is a continuation of life, a new generation, but no 'new' life is created. It is the non-ending extension of life, the ultimate example of 'two-becoming-one.'Granted Martha and I were long past child bearing ages, but when she denied sex to me, she was telling me that she no longer desired that union, that there was something about me that she no longer wanted or needed. And that is about.