She was so beautiful. The only light in my room was the soft blue light from my computer and its softness was made beautiful by the amazing beauty of ...eather. I held her thinking of how lucky I was to be able to hold my best friend, and to be in love with her. As I felt her body slip into sleep, I saw her lips move into a beautiful relaxed smile. I woke her up, telling her she was smiling as she fell asleep. Her smile became larger and she told me she had never been so happy, and that this. The apartment was a medium sized one situated on the fourth floor of the complex. When we entered I saw it possessed a kitchen cum sitting-room and two bed-rooms. The Parisian equivalent of a student flat. But much cleaner then any Student flat I had been in. It had a good view of the Latin Quarter and while Eva went to the bathroom I took off my jacket and peered out the window for several minutes watching the anonymous people below saunter through the streets. I hadn't noticed that Eva had. I knew between boys and girls there was sort of a warOver which was greater, or who had it better but none could settle thescoreBut this dream made me wonder no more, and set my mind to rest.It started with a man who heard me confess"I want to be a girl" to this he addressed, and hit me with a lureHe asked "are you sure?" he looked surprised and his eyes were wideI was afraid as he seemed dismayed.In truth I could not decide.I was uncertain, confused and I thought he'd blow a fuse.Reluctantly. I included a card and wrote some very nice endearing words on it for her thanking her. She then opened the card and read it and was touched by the words and she hugged me again thanking me for the card and the present and gave me another kiss. At this stage we could both feel our sibling relationship becoming closer than ever and for some reason my slip interest and her involvement appeared to bring her a happiness that was previously void in her life. I told her how much I liked her lovely.