. kiss me again before the nurse returns!"'My son needs to grow up with strong male guidance and influence, and since his father can no longer fulfil ...hat role, I can think of no better person to act in his place than my late-husband's friend, Mr Jack Campbell. I am thereby appointing Mr Campbell as my Personal Advisor. It is his wish that he continue to live in the keeper's cottage where he currently resides, but he will have free and complete access at all times, and as appropriate, to myself. Shortly after, he whispered in my ear that he wanted to leave. I concurred. We took a cab to his apartment, less than a mile from my own. The buildings could not have been more different, nor the apartments. This was obviously how the "other half" lived. Chic furniture, elegant fixtures, and beautiful art. His apartment was expansive, easily twice the size of mine. It was spotless and organized with expensive furniture and pictures on the wall. "Wine?" he asked."Yes, red."He went to the. " At night?" I asked. I tried to remember. I drew a blank. There were no nights in LA in my memory. “I don’t even remember sleeping…”"You don't remember. You repressed the memory. I sure didn't,” she said turning to face me again. She looked into my eyes for a long moment, she looked away and I was about to ask what we had done. Looking back at me and getting right in my face she said, “Do you know that every time Andy (her husband who died 25 years ago) fucked me I remembered you?"I. I apologise for screwing you over.This was not an attempt to push you out. I don't want to see you upset,this is entirely my fault, I feel terrible." She had barely stoppedtalking when she burst into tears running out of the office with tearsrolling down her cheeks.The others were standing around and it was deadly silent. Lauren threwher ten cents worth in. "Michael please think of everybody here insteadof just yourself. There's a lot riding on this for all of us. PleaseMichael we all love.