Thinking of my first time again, I settled into the hot water and relaxed in the bath, my fingers idly stroking my labia, circling my clit slowly. Whi...e I knew it had been naïve and irresponsible, I had always enjoyed the way it felt when a man came inside me. Even after my first time, and long after I was no longer with that boy, I'd taken more than a few risks letting men fuck me without a condom, letting them ejaculate into my pussy, sometimes into my ass. I knew it was risky, but I couldn't. Vanessa could see the girl’s nipples hardening under her tee. The pause extended, Mallory looking to her older, wiser friend.“What do you think, Mal?” Vanessa asked. “You want to see me dance for him? I’m sure if he thinks I’m hot enough we can bargain on that kiss.”Mallory’s gaze wandered over Vanessa in curiosity. “Reckon she’s got a girl-crush on you,” older sister Annie had let slip one drunken evening. “It’s all ‘Vanessa’s flaming hair’ and ‘her milky skin’ and ‘the way she’s dusted with. I couldn’t stop thinking about his fingers rubbing me and the massive bulge in his shorts. The class ended and I was lost in my thoughts. I could still feel him touching me and the damp spot he left in my shorts. “Ashley?” I began imagining what would have happened if we were alone. “Ashley?” If we were both naked and… “Ashley!?” I finally snapped back to reality and realized Lindsay was shouting at me. “huh?” I responded finally. “Jeeze where did you go?” Lindsay said quizzically. “Oh I uh…”. "Be at ease, Rebecca, Levy's daughter," the baroness told her. "I have need for your insight. You told the baroness that the Mumps can geld a man?"The girl swallowed, obviously afraid to answer, and Ermegart realised that she had reasons for fear."Have no fear, Rebecca. Tell me what you know. I have a high opinion of your knowledge." It is not like gelding, oh Lady. Gelding would take away the urge and ability to..." her voice faltered."I understand you. What is it like then?" The fever may.