He just held me, his lips brushing against mine gently over and over again until I’d cried out all of my fear, my hopelessness and guilt and despair...flooding out of me with every tear. Finally I pulled away, sniffling. “I thought I’d lost you.”“I’m sorry.” I could see he was telling the truth – stupid man that he was; rather than worrying about his own health, he was worried that he’d frightened me.“I love you so much. You were so sick...”He hushed me, his fingers in my hair soothing. His lips. My girlfriend and I watched porn once in a while and was always looking to try something new. When my girl and I opened presents she freaked out about my toys I selected. She asked me why I got the double dong - I told her so we can play together - it would kind of be like a strap on but she could be getting pleasure at the same time. Well, she used it on herself but refused to get into anything anal. So when I was alone I would read some hot porn and get worked up and go get the toys and. "The cards are all good for twenty grand, and all of them are legit." You're a lawyer?" Yeah. I graduated last year from Harvard, and here I am!" A smart guy!" I guess. Want to go get a slice? You and I are supposed to be an itemso...." Sure! Lets go!"I took his hand out we went, leaving my parents shocked and concerned.Matt looked like he was scared to death. He was holding my hand justafter we met so what would my dad say? But, we left and all was okay.It would be my first 'date' such as it. It starts at 20:00. We should leave here a little before 18:30. Dinner will be about 23:00. Does that work for you?”Ballet? Me? YES PLEASE! I said, “Yes. I would like that,”“Here is my snack idea: tuna sashimi, salted cabbage, hot tea, hot rice, and cold noodles.”“Sounds wonderful. Can they make that here?”“I asked if they could bring it. They said yes. Perhaps they get it from a nearby sushi place.”Matt got on the phone and ordered it. “I could move to the bathroom when it arrives.”“Not.