Late October came and on a Saturday morning at 7:15am the doorbell went . I jumped out of bed and threw on an old t-shirt and baggy jeans I had laying...around . I ran downstairs and opened the door expecting the postman who always comes early on a Saturday . "Hi Dave , is the kettle on I'm freezing " said Dee as she walked in . I was still half dazed and foggy eyed with my hair looking like I had just been plugged in somewhere . I flicked the kettle on and grunted that I would be back as soon as. " I watched David's smile fade. Joey must have realized that he said something wrong and led us back to a booth. "Enjoy!" he grinned."I'm sorry about that," David said quietly."About what?" Joey is a nice guy but sometimes he talks before he thinks." Oh, about your wife?"He nodded."You don't have to apologize to me. It didn't bother me at all. In fact I am flattered that you asked me out tonight. And I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way." I was embarrassed for you." Oh, don't be. No harm, no. You had such a great time together. Knowing you were meant for each other from the very first time you met, you got married early on and delivered a child only a few months afterwards.For years you led a very happy life, until suddenly she was gone, leaving you and your daughter Vicky all alone! Even though the years has eased the pain somewhat, you can still remember Amy all too well... You just can't look at others and feel that it would ever be the same again.You lost so much of yourself. When I woke the next morning and saw the evidence of what happened, I could hardly move because of the overwhelming guilt.Trying to push away the same kind of guilt today, I went back down to make some coffee. As I did, I looked out saw and Jasmine and her stepmother walking up to the back door and heard them knock which almost paralyzed me. Was she coming to castigate me for what I had done with her daughter? Oh no, I thought, maybe if I am quiet they will go away but that didn’t work. They.