” “Okay then. Speak soon.” Celebrations aside, I now had a job to do. Happily, I had secured my bank loan, which was mainly down to never havi...g a loan and paying off credit cards when they hit the mat. I knew my parsimonious life-style would pay dividends one day. Of course, if the painting didn’t come through, I was toast. I had made every possible precaution when meeting my cousin, deliberately making the hand over at a solitary location. He said I was being paranoid. I know it sounds. He made as if to stand up. I was seized by desperation. Hecouldn't leave! “Please Alan, I'm sorry I didn'task nicely enough. I'd really like to show you my body. I know you'd likeit, no-one will ever know, and I so much want you to see me, want you tosee my pussy. Please let me show you Alan, it's really nice, I promise.” I was whining, begging like a small child.All that mattered to me was that Alan saw me in all my glory! I had neverwanted to please a man as much as I did now. I saw him. Must’ve been another boy.”“Another boy, what?”“It’s private. And it was back in high school.”“People say the Sheriff’s father used to beat him.”“That ain’t true. Sheriff Lang was a fine man. I mean the first one, William Lang, Sheriff Lang’s daddy. It’s getting late, I should get to my own room. Unless,” Jane leaned forward, put her hand on his knee, “we go to your room so you can question me some more.”Len Slye knew he shouldn’t take her to his room. But knowing not to, and not doing it is. She liked to call me “big daddy,” after we saw Django together just to mess with my head a little. The sex was alright. There was something missing from the usual grind we had. Maybe it was the distance or maybe it was that we just didn’t have it between us to have good sex. But all the other pieces were there and we carried on not talking about it. For months we would go to classes during the week and see each other on the weekends. She’d come down and stay with her folks and we would do some.