I knew she loved me, she wanted me, and I knew I wasscared of losing my dearest friend. And I confessed toher, too, all of that and how I just didn...17;t know whereto go with all of these emotions. She was so kind andgentle with me and listened and held me and let me sleepa deep, long, resting sleep. It didn’t seem to matterthat we were naked; it just made me feel closer.And now it was two nights later and I’d decided what todo.“Lyssa?” I asked, and she looked up from. Darkness settled in and the Indians had, indeed, made camp just out of range of the rifles. John called his men together and had them eat some pemmican and jerky for supper. He said, "Boys, we're in good shape for a while, but I'm a little worried what will happen when we start ta run short of water. There ain't none around here that we kin git without drawin' a passel of Injuns. Seems ta me that we should break out tonight an' run like hell. Anybody see any different?... "No? OK, this is what. The seducer had replied loudly enough for several people to hear, "I respect that, but if he makes any mistakes please call me, and I'll be there."Now I suspected that the time had come for him to collect a great trophy so I told her, "Darling, you really look great and I'm sure you'll be safe even if Edwin Graning happens to be the lucky guy. I doubt he'll be violent during the first date."Edwin's trophy wife, a well known model, had left him with two black eyes.Charlotte made a face and. I smile at the sounds. I can feel myself go wet with the anticipation of joining them. I hastily shed my clothing as I head to the bedroom. I glance into see what the men are up to. Nimrod has Saul in his usually position, kneeling at the foot of the bed with Nimrod gripping Saul's hips as he move slowly in and out. Nimrod's head is thrown back in ecstasy. At first I am not sure if they are even aware of me. But Nimrod opens his eyes and smiles for me to join them.First, I just watch them.