My dick was gone - forever. I had to face that. I was a woman, at least physically, and in 9 months I was going to be somebody's mother. All of that w...s unchangable. The best thing I could do for my own sake was to not fight it anymore. I decided to give in; to shave my legs and put on a dress. I didn't have to like it, but I was determined to survive this. They could make me look like a woman, but they could never make me think like a woman. Or so I thought. At the club, I was taken to the. She then turns her head; her sparkling eyes meeting mine, she flashes that irresistible smile at me. “You snore.” “Oh yeah, sorry about.” “Don’t be. I’ve never been with a guy that snores before - it’s cute,” she giggles; turning over, slipping an arm across me and resting her chin on my chest. “Cute? Tell my wife that.” Why did I say that? I see the joy drain from her face and I start to hate myself. To her credit she lightens the mood again. “Anyway, it wasn't the worst noise you made. “Nothing just passing time”, I replied in a much duller voice.‘going to agenda today need some company, I heard there are many foreigners there today ‘. I had nothing much to do so I agreed. “Yeah, ill join” . Women can surely lift up your mood any day of the week. We left at around 5 pm reached there around 6:00. Agenda surely is the best spot in goa, if you know your way you can access a secluded area behind the market, the sky here is clearer than glass. The stars shine across the ocean. Chop, chop." It's just a little unnerving," she said as she reached for the zipper on her skirt."Don't be ridiculous. You've had a bikini wax before." This is a little different." Not that much."Pulse racing, Alyssa pulled down the zipper, and then reclined on the bed. She pushed the material down, lifting her bottom, and somehow found the courage to slip the skirt below her panties."Let me help," Sarah said, first taking off Alyssa's shoes, and then grabbing the skirt, pulled it down past the.