Well not really." That sounds a bit undecided, how do you know if you've never tried?"Paul suddenly went very quiet and said nothing. His mother looke... at himand said, "You have tried haven't you!"Paul remained quiet."Come on spill the beans," she said. "We've both had a bit too much todrink and if it's confession time do tell mummy!" she giggled into herglass. "No wait, let me get us another glass!" She rose a littleunsteadily and poured two more glasses of wine sitting back down with athud.. I haven't felt this way in years. I could smell the coffee and eggs cooking. I got up and pulled on my robe and went to the kitchen where I found Amy in front of the stove Suzie was sitting at the table eating her breakfast. Good morning Daddy. Amy spun around and just looked at me as I just stood there not knowing how to react. Somehow I needed to get my jaw off of the floor. Amy just smiled and went back to cooking. I went over to Suzie and gave her a kiss on top of her head, "good morning. His not wanting to tell me told me what he needed the money for. He was a recovering drug addict. I divorced him over a year ago because of his drug use.“He came back two months ago, told me he had gone into rehab and had kicked the habit. He wanted to try and put us back together. I had loved him once and I did still have some feelings for him. I told him if we got back together and he started using again I would be done with him forever. Then came tonight. I told him we were through, got up. Her heart was thumping as she leant against it. She looked across at Ross who although watching his sister kept on glancing out of the window. Ross smiled when he saw the light across the street come on. “Ok slut… out ya come” “Rossssss… the fucking perv’s there… he will see me” “He can’t… the fucking light is off in here…” “Ro…..” “Fuck…I have had enough of your fucking… fuck... deny…Fuck...enough…” Ross was struggling to find the right words…he turned the handle of the door. “Wait... wha....