It’s like a physical for my pussy. It’s nothing major.”“Oh,” I said. “I ... I don’t have to go if you don’t want me to.”“It’s no... that I don’t want you to go,” Liz said. “I always want you with me. It’s just ... I don’t really want to go. I was excited when ... I thought I might be confirming a pregnancy but this is just ... yucky. She’ll do a cancer screening and that sort of stuff. I do want to see why I haven’t had a period in ... three months. I was scheduled to start today and I. I’m so overwhelmed that I can’t think of what to do or say. Thankfully, you take the initiative by giving me a warm smile and a hug. I think of how wonderful it feels to finally be in your arms as I return the hug. As we head to your rental car, you ask me if it’s all right to stop by your hotel room first. I’ve no objections so I smile and nod, as a million naughty thoughts pop into my head. I immediately shake them out of my head, not wanting to ruin this moment. Almost as if you sensed this,. I’m not like…experienced, if you get me.”For years there had been a fantasy in my head that I never got to try. Timing was most of it. Conditions had to be just right. I hoped, at least, someone would think it’s hot. I felt a rush at that very moment, to take a risk, at least in my head, and suggest it to her.“I have an idea I’ve never tried before but would love to.”She said an “ok” like you would if you were pretending to trust someone, but deep down, you weren’t sure what to expect. I. I couldn't help but smile, despite River sitting on the stairs giggling at me. He liked Chaime, that was good because I don't know how I would have coped with Jason otherwise. He was pissed when he found out that I'd invited Chaime to Bristol. He was going stag, his best mate Mark coming along for the ride. River was bringing his best friend too, nice kid called Ryan who lived in a poky little village about twenty miles away.I wandered around in a daze until Boxing Day lunch when I forced back.