She leaned forward a little on the bench seat toward me, pushing into a comfort zone she had no business, or right, to be inside any longer. “I’m ...eeing a counselor,” she said in a hushed tone.I nodded.“I think we’re making some progress,” she continued. “She’s helped me see that decisions I make have consequences down the line and they affect lots more people than just me,” she offered. I nodded again. “If I’d understood how bad things would be, I never would have done any of what I did, Matt. Remember, I know from experience. I was bigger than Chase at that age, but she still feels self-conscious."Turning toward Ginny, Nick said very seriously "Ginny, I will tell you as honestly as I know how. If you were my age and unattached, your size would not even be a factor. Cord can tell you how much I have envied him having Tallie. That was the conversation that started this visit, in fact." Oh, I believe you, Nick. Remember, I saw how I gave you hardons. But it's how Chase will feel that. She walked up to Deb and said Hi, I’m Jen, and you’re Deb? Deb said yea hi! Jen reached for Debs t-shirt, and said “Do you mind?” Deb smiled and said sure! Jen got her t-shirt and shorts off. Jake took off my clothes and we all had a seat and started laughing and talking! I guess the mood was set for the evening!The next couple hours was just getting to know each other. The biggest thing Jake and Jen stressed was - honesty and trust. You have to have a strong relationship for this to work, and. I should have left then butwas secretly enjoying his touch. After a few minutes Icould feel his right hand lightly caressing my rightshoulder. I turned to say something but he leaned over andstarted to kiss me. It started as our normal kisses do butimmediately turned into a long passionate kiss. I pushedhim back and started to get up but he put his other handaround my waist, pulled me to his chest and kissed meagain. This time he was running his tongue between my lipstrying to enter my mouth. I.