" Thanks." What the hell were you doing out here this early?" Couldn't sleep," I said. "Came here to think." I gasped a little at that."Don't talk," s...e said, "it must hurt a lot." Need to talk." Save your strength," she said--and rested her hand on mine. "We can talk later." You won't let me," I said. "Tammy, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I can't tell you."She didn't say anything, just stared into space.I went on. "It started that way. Find a wallflower and get her into bed. I still don't know why I. Kids? More than one?Then, she thought, "I'm not limited to Bill. If I want a family, I can find someone who will love me."She felt very uncomfortable about how she would tell Bill that she had to leave him to find someone for a family. Benny hopped down from her lap and went to the door. She found his leash and took him to the place where he could finish his private business. She thought, "He doesn't run around the yard like he did at home."When they came back inside, she let him go and he went. As she sat down, she also gasped out. “Harry, this is so wicked. What am I doing?” Then she looked over at Nikki, “Nikki, honey, how are you doing? Is that possible? I feel so full and wicked and I have only one in me.”“Oooohhhh, my gggoooddd. I did it but I may explode at any moment. This is so intense and we’re not moving. I haven’t felt this full since Joe and Butch did this to me.” The guys mounted up and everyone moved to Nikki. “Okay, I think I’m ready. Juli, you okay?” And they slowly. ‘ ‘Twill be done when it’s done, your royal highness.’ With that she spun on her heel and disappeared back into the kitchen. ‘She seems cross with you, Henry. Twas not love I saw shinning in her eyes. Twas murder.’ Cien and Henry both shouted with laughter. ‘I need to be seeing to things outside.’ Cien picked himself up and headed out to the stables from the kitchen. Henry’s laughter was the first thing Regan heard when she hit the down stairs. See, she thought to herself, this was the right.