I tried to sit on a bar stool in my super short dress but wasn't having much luck in not showing too much. I did my best to demurely cross my tanned b...re legs and keep my balance. I ordered a drink and when the bartender set it in front of me I was about to give him my room number when he said it was already paid for. I looked around the bar and saw more then one guy smiling at me. I just raised my glass to my unknown benefactor and smiled. I enjoyed my drink and my own thoughts and even. "Dear Mom and Dad,I understand if I've been a disappointment for you. If you hate me enough towish me dead, I'd understand. I sometimes want myself dead ever since Ifirst came out to mom. She has verbally abused me to the point that I evenconsidered taking her to court once or twice. But mostly I feel like I failedmyself as well as you. That why; as you realized, that I have beendepressed at times. Why did mom made me feel like cutting myself orelectrocuting myself? I would have walked into. He just pushed his cock in my mouth pushing forward until the back of my head was resting on the fender and then he began to fuck my face. As it continued he got harder and harder to where again I wasnt liking it at all but the bad thing about having your mouth full is you cant protest much. Again I put my hands up on his hips to try to slow him some but after I did this for a while I felt him take my wrists and pull them up and he pinned them back onto the hood, while still fucking my face.. It was insane! It was absolutely preposterous! I couldn’t possibly do it! It would be too scary or very embarrassing. Or maybe both.I then looked at the lake. The water was calm and alluring and the most spectacular blue I’d ever seen. I felt as if the water was calling for me. Begging me to give in. It was as if the water was trying to tempt me getting closer and closer to succeeding.Eventually I decided I’d just do it. I would just do it! So, before I could give myself time to think I.