I don't remember much of that long walk into town. I just felt things, I didn't think. I know I wanted myself to cry, I tried to blubber up some tears...but they didn't come. I wanted them so badly, I thought they would give me the release from the pressure. Tears would stop my head exploding. But they wouldn't come. And my head didn't explode.As I came through the office reception I noticed that there was no receptionist on duty, just the security guard. I had lost all track of time. I looked at. " You may change your mind on me because I am a pig. I was looking at you with thoughts of what I would like to do with you." I doubt that. If you were a pig you would have done the deed when you had me over that sink. The fact that you could have but didn't just intrigued me more."I just sat there and looked at her for a bit and then said, "You wanted it didn't you. You were already wet when I pushed my thumb in you. You were wet and you moaned and it wasn't a moan of pain."She looked away for. For the rest of the workout she tried to stay away from me but it was obvious that she was distracted by what had happen. After the workout I saw her disappear underneath the little bridge that connects us to the parking lot. The hill we were running up is shaped like a c and is connected with a stream and a bridge over it. My friends were walking back to the school and i said ill be right back and i walked to where alicia went. I peeked my head around the corner to see alicia bent half over. .. I can't," she said looking away from him even though he had covered himself."You can't tell me?" I can't do it." You can't do what?" I couldn't do it with my husband again after the first time and I can't do it with you either. I wanted to but I couldn't be a wife to him. I am so ashamed about it I don't want the others to know." I won't talk to the others about it, but I do need to know. What happened the first time?" he asked gently."I was pure. After our wedding ... We tried but it hurt.