Plus the fact that he finally ended her." Derrick replied."So he finally restored his honor. Damn straight! Oh, sorry sir." Daniel, said.Derrick nodde.... "It's quite alright Dan. After the hell she and her husband tried to put us all through, I for one am glad she's gone. So, if you're game I think it's about time we got the team back together."Sergeant Norman snapped to attention, "As I said sir I am in all the damn way!"Smiling Derrick nodded as he started to type instructions into Tempro's. I never told a soul!But over time it healed and my desires drove me to explore again, to fill that beautiful ache. That was when I realized that I was actually now blessed. My fingers now slid in easier and so to did other objects, thicker, more 'filling' objects, my favorite was a candle I had shaped with a bulb and a notch so that it would stay in when I was doing my chores. Chores were never quite the same - although I often lost my concentration!My story really starts the summer my guardian. Michael's letter was still in its envelope beneath the pillow under Daddy's head. How could she get it without waking the sleeping man? The answer came quickly. Daddy rolled over, tipping the pillow to expose the edge of the blue envelope. She picked it smoothly from its hiding place and quietly slid down the bed so not to disturb the two sleeping figures. Kathy tiptoed downstairs and into the kitchen. She pored herself a glass of milk, sat at the table, and opened the letter with trembling. Papa ne bataya farm ke bilkul piche ek river he jiske karan es ka name river point he.phir hum log car se bahar nikal kar dekha to farm bahoot bada tha aur farm ki ek side angur(grapes) ki fasal thi aur dusri aur mango ke trees they.aur worker logo ko rahane ke liye do jopde thee.phir waha dhaniram karke aadami ne hume apane jopade me le gaya.waha hamane chay pee.phir papa muje aur mum ko bole ki jao tum log thoda farm dekh lo me yaha river ke pas kam chalu he wah dekh ke aata hoo.phir papa.