He’d spent too many years doing that and now he was finally free to give into his ‘night owl’ being, going to bed late and rising late. Groggily...he peered into the bathroom mirror as he lathered his face. His facial features betrayed his Finnish origins with the high cheek bones and slight oriental tilt of the eyes typical of the race. The first thought on seeing his reflection was, damn you’re getting old. Wrinkles were starting to form around his lips and his sea foam blue eyes. Looking at. To be honest, I been wondering about that since you and I got together. It doesn’t feel like it did before Dani, I don’t have the anger or the needs I did before. Even when we make love and you tell me to let go, I can’t. I can get rough, but that is nothing compared to how to I used to be. There were times even sober that I was pretty bad when I look back on it, but when I look at you all I want is to please you and be pleased by you.’ He chuckled softly, ‘The other night, I wanted to take you. Oh God, I was being some kinda slutty bitch! After he woke up I was on my knees literally begging him not to fuck my poor, sore, tired, seriously stretched ass and he relented. About noon I drove him back to his car and halfway home I saw he was following me home. He explained once we got home, it was important to keep my ass stretched and ready for him. But he gave me a break until about 5pm. We drank a shitload of margaritas and then I told him I was going to take a shower. He slipped in so. ” Now I was confused. With everything that had happened I found myself realizing that those 2 words were the only things that I didn't say to her and they should have been the first 2 words out of my mouth. I was ashamed and instead of looking at Jodi I broke our gaze and looked down. She grabbed my chin and pulled my face up so we were looking at each other again. She started speaking again but this time she had more to say.“I am sorry for what I have done to you. I have run you through an.