.. I would seea sexy dress, or shoes, etc and wish 'why can't I be you?'My sister was a couple of years older than me. I had been dressing in hercloth...s and wearing makeup for some time, she was actually the dream girlof my friends, but as she is older she was unattainable for them. Maybethat's what I subconsciously thought, that I could be as attractive to myfriends/guys as she was when I dressed up? ... She had gone away tocollege the fall that this all happened. I was a bit smaller than her. We chatted for about 15 to 20 minutes, as a result of that he & his wife Cindy would be coming over for a BBQ on Saturday afternoon. Sam told me that both he and Cindy were very interested in learning more about our lifestyle. They both had trouble sleeping due to what they saw & were told that night at Watsons Bay. I told diana that she was NOT to tell alice anything about the call or about the up coming Saturday visit.Not long after that call dinner was ready, so diana & myself sat down to. They stayed to put the children to bed with us and cuddled with them a little, then had some more wine and talked shop with Peter and I about the business and then they left with a promise from us that we would go and see them soon for a vacation. When the door was shut on them, Peter leapt toward me and swooped me up in his arms. ‘Does Anita come tomorrow?’ He asked. ‘Yes’ ‘So she’ll be cleaning. How about we simply go to bed? The kids have to be shuffled off to school in the morning and you. She said, "Well, I must say you are a handsome man and Mandy is gettinga good man though you do choose to speak like an uneducated hicksometimes."After that last statement Fred was busting a gut in the living-room hewas laughing so hard.She said, "You know you need to take something over because I understandthat Mandy was nice enough to fix you lunch and supper Friday night."Jessie was wondering how the hell did she know that and began to thinkmother's must be psychic because he didn't say a.