"Kayla, you've been doing that to me for weeks. I've practically had a constant hard on since you got to the bar last night." Really?" she asked in di...belief."No, I've been thinking of Thompson. He's the one who'd got me all hot," he told her, his response dripping in sarcasm.She smiled, but was a bit perplexed. She didn't think she possessed the feminine wiles to get any guy hot. Just then, Dave pushed her hair back, and began kissing the back of her neck, running up towards the front until he. I graduated and headed off to college.The beginning of my second year I was in the campus bookstore buying books when I saw Chrissi and John walking down the aisle holding hands. We passed each other and there were nods of recognition and we moved on. After that I saw her everywhere, sometimes with John and sometimes alone and she always waved or nodded when she saw me. One night I was in Augustinos, a pizza place just off campus, when she and John came in. They had been there for maybe twenty. I think the final vote is still out. On plus side, when we have people over having the extra room in the great room is real nice.Lee took to camp life with great enthusiasm and when I asked her why, she said, "Since I was molested, I have been protected, which in many cases meant I was prevented from trying new things that I wanted to do."In mid-October, Sul and I wanted to go caribou hunting and I told Jenn and Lee that just Sul and I going. This caused a minor (read that as major) argument. I felt so conflicted about what we'd done and what I still wanted to do. The look on John's face broke my heart. I had no one to talk to about it. My old friends still didn't even know about the three of us, never mind my new, more disturbing desires. Kendra didn't deserve me dumping any more on her. She had enough problems with her new relationship with Monica.My thumb hovered over Lydia's name. The phone felt like it was a thousand feet below and I was looking down from the edge of a cliff. I.