But crazy has a way of changing you. The Chamber was nothing like I expected it to be. I wasn’t chained to a wall. I wasn’t kept in some dank, dar... cell. I wasn’t beaten. It was quite the opposite. I made friends inside with the other girls. I had massages and manicures. I had my own personal trainer and groomer. The only time I felt like I was in hell was when I had to perform sex acts with strangers who, by the end of my year, weren’t even strangers to me anymore. All of this, and the money,. Ellen was gone. She'd been gone for 20 minutes. The last of the customers was shuffling out the door.A calloused hand strokes over her forearm as she leans in to talk to him. He pushes a stray honey blonde curl behind her ear with the other and trails his fingers down the line of her jaw. He kisses her, slow and deep, grunting at the counter between them and the way it keeps him from pressing her body fully against his own."Let's go upstairs," he murmurs over her lips.Jo hears "Let's have sex.". He handed me a little package of lubricant and told me to go prepare my asshole make sure its ready for this nigger cock slamming nuts deep cause I aint gonna hold back just cause you didnt prep enough bitch I said nothing and took the lube and walked off wiggling my ass cheeks for him then i went off to the bath room and smothered the lube all over my browneye and shoved 3 fingers up to warm it up after a few minutes I skipped off back to Mr James office and locked the door behind me he. Time marched on and I didn't know what I should have done. Soon it was only weeks before Antonio's scheduled return. If I had listened to him and fucked other men, would I have been a better lover for him? Had my abstention from sex become the biggest mistake of my life?Antonio and I got married as soon as he got back from his first deployment. He fucked me all night long on our honeymoon and wouldn't you know it, he asked,"Did you fuck another man while I was away"I sidestepped the question by.