“I heard that… back here… you go inthere and there’s some kind of gloryhole…”“Who told you that?” she ...neered suspiciously.“Nobody, I mean somebody… but I don’t mean any harm,I just wondered,” I nervously said as a sick feelingstarted to come over me in panic.“Wondered what?” she said, now intrigued.I laid it out for her, the best I could. “I wondered,if it’s true anyway, that there’s a glory. "Oh, good, the toast is ready. Be careful not to burn yourself. I think you should eat it dry."The girl said, "Thank you for the food. Please tell me how I should address you. I don't know your rank, and I am used to talking only to women who are slaves like me." Just call me 'Sue.' We don't have slaves around here. Everybody is equal, and everybody works at whatever jobs need doing. My husband is one of the founders of our group, but he just goes by his name of Joe. He will want to talk to you. Emily said they have sex a lot and Jayne loves being fucked by small dildos so she does not have her maidenhead any more because of sex with women. She said Jayne has a expressed wanting to have sex with a man. But she is worried it will hurt became of what she was told when she was a girl. Jayne's mother apparently told her sex is only for having k**s, it is always very painful and there are always plenty of c***dren to adopt. So Jayne never married and has never been with a man. I asked Emily. "Julianne, I'm sorry. I'm tapped out, and won't have anything to give you for a while," he told me. "Come stay with me if you need time to get back on your--" It's alright, I'm not that far behind on my bills, and I have some stuff I need to sell that's valuable anyway," I lied. "I've got to go dad, I love you."Everything of value I owned had been sold two months ago, and my dad is my only lean-to. At least I had enough for cigarettes. I slunk down beside my bed and stared at the wall for a.