" His face went intothe neutral mode that he used to indicate that a meeting was over. Theother two rose and left his office.As they walked to the e...evator, Nick put his arm on Jeff's shoulder."Jeff, I know how much you wanted this job, and in a way, I'm sorryyou didn't get it. We'll go slow and try to work out a goodrelationship. Right now, I want to take a look at those files, Tom Mr.Vernon mentioned." Umm, okay, Nick." Jeff looked at his watch. "It's about 11 o'clock.Why don't we. ......Then there's alittle smily, wink." Jo, please don't. I'm wearing the skirt-" And now you'll have the make-over."*********************************I didn't understand why we were not starting. Jo just kept escortingme around the different make-up counters, the air strong withvarious perfumes."Can we get it over with?" I begged, face redder than any make-up."I'm not just going to force a sissy like you on any woman. Let'sjust wait until-" I spotted you walking around," an attractive woman in. Part of it was the delay in taking the final step to become a belly rider, part was Laura’s absence, away closing a contract for another license. A bigger part was the party, people in my house, strangers, not my thing. Spirit was the first to notice, Laura the second, and that only because she was away and still she noticed it the first time she called. It got worse. Then Laura had me get into the pseudo stallion and had Mirella lock me in and set the program, never even told me which one.That. It was hard to separate the fantasy from the reality. Which was more of whichdidn't really matter. This was his private fantasy. Not meant for the public.Not meant for anyone but himself. This fantasy. This beautiful woman he hadbecome for tonight. Taut. Sensual. Erotic. A dangerous thought. Daring. ?Must be seen by some one. Some man.? Make thembelieve he was real. Yes. How? Go to the bar? No, no. Much too dangerous. Someonemight see him. The hotel staff might recognize him and throw him out..