Rebecca visited so often, that Carson grew attached to the other woman. Chris made himself scarce when Rebecca visited. The only visits he looked forw...rd to were when John came with her. The two men would often hide out and swapped war stories. It was during one of these visits that John learned about Tyrone. He never met the man, but based on what Chris and his friends shared, he knew he would not like the guy. A few months before the wedding, Chris was determined to cover the cost. John. "Sorry I'm a little late." Nonsense," said the boy on Jacob's left, his sandy hair cut in a shaggystyle. "The party didn't really start until you walked in."I tried to seem flattered, but the way the three of them hovered aroundcaused me to tense up. It wasn't like they were boxing us in. Or actuallyviolating my personal space. Mainly because nearly all of said personalspace was currently occupied by Sarah and Lee. It was like they were glad tosee me.Really, incredibly glad. To put a label on. Jill started it by announcing that she was hot and needed to take something off, but couldn't decide what!After a quick, whispered consultation with my mother she decided that it had to be the panties,"Trouble is though Tommy" she posed with a finger between her lips,"I just can't be bothered to do it myself, I'm far too drunk!" Or stoned" added mum,"Or horny" Jill giggled,"Or both" I laughed as I dropped to my knees in front of her.I flicked my tongue out first and tasted the slight dampness. I stared down the bullies, played football with myfriends and played my boy part to the extreme. No one, not even Cindymistook me for Amanda, I was one hundred percent Mark, well make thatninety-nine percent, I loved the way my legs felt, so very feminine.Now as I stared at the clothing, I could feel Amanda, making herselfknown. Why did I feel this way? I'm not a girl so why do I allow Amanda,to easily push Mark aside? I couldn't admit the obvious; it would hurt myparents too much. I know if I.